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My name's David Hall. I'm the creator of this web site and its content. I live in Wales in the UK.
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The sense of being a separate self is a mistakeThere are many teachers of non-duality, including the world itself. But let's look here at the difference between those that say there is nothing that can be done and those that say there is something that can be done. If you look into Non-Duality enough you will encounter teachers who say that there are practices that can be done to reach self-realisation, and some who say that you can't do anything because your true nature is self realised already.

The latter is perhaps the most truthful. A core teaching of Non-Duality is that the separate self cannot achieve enlightenment or self-realisation. This may sound strange to some, but the reason is simple: there is no separate self. Separation is illusory. The sense of being a separate self is a mistake in the mind. The identity of oneself as a human separate from other humans is flawed. Your true nature is the formless Awareness of the human experience.

So, as much as human longing is for happiness due to the sense of separation and being incomplete, this is more of a muddle in the mind. The unhappiness arises due to the mistaken identity as a separate being. The true Self is the selfless self, which is complete, infinite, formless, without separation or division. It is the true Self seemingly at the heart of all apparently separate selves.

But humans are driven by this sense of being separate. We compete against and clash with 'others', we seek happiness, we have wants and needs, we are always incomplete. Even spiritually seeking enlightenment is an expression of this search for happiness, peace and wholeness. But the separate self cannot achieve it. True Peace is already here. True Peace is the nature of our timeless being. So the teachers who say that people can do nothing to achieve it are right. It is like trying to be yourself. You are yourself already. There is nothing to do. And, in fact, your true nature does not do. All actions and movement, space and time, are illusory. The True Self is unchanging, beyond concepts of space, time, distance and movement.

This high level of Non-Duality teaching does not help most people. It may for some bring about a leap from searching to self-realisation, where suddenly the illusory sense of being a separate self is shattered, and Awareness is as it is. But for many people there is no immediate satisfaction in this knowledge. Knowledge will not satisfy. People still want practices. People still feel the need for something to be achieved. It is for this reason that many Non-Duality teachers give practices and guidance for seekers to 'reach' self-realisation.

Are practices necessary? Well, yes and no. If they seem necessary and the spiritual urge rises in a person then they will be or seem necessary. Will they achieve enlightenment? Well, yes and no. If a person feels the need to reach enlightenment then spiritual practices may be the way to get there. But it should be recognised that 'there' is right here, right now. There is nowhere to get to. Enlightenment or self-realisation is not experienced by the illusory person, it is the underlying nature of what is.

Self-realisation is the core of the apparently separate world. It seems to be the Oneness at the heart of the separate being. But there is no separate being or world. There is only self aware Oneness. If a human feels the need to turn inwards and seek its true identity, then it will do so. The sense of separation will always seek unity or oneness, which consumes the illusion of separateness.

There are not moments in timeHow many moments are there? What is a moment? A moment is a vague concept of an unspecified length of time, generally considered to be a small point in time. But are there any real points in time? Can time really be divided into points of time?

Although we use a system of years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, and seconds, these are all manmade measurements of time. A year is based on the orbit of the planet around the sun, and a day is based on the rotation of the earth relative to the sun. There is a natural pulse and cyclic repetition in the world that allows for a sense of periods of time. But that's not to say that periods of time are really set.

We come to accept and believe in our terms for time, assuming that time is really divided in this way. But time cannot truly be divided. It is a flow of change. We will find no true beginnings, ends or divisions of time. Time cannot be truly grasped and labelled.

It is more accurate to understand time as the appearance of change within an unchanging permanent. That is, the appearance of change that is perceived as the flow of time is known relative to One who remains unchanged and unmoving. Namely, Consciousness.

It is in Consciousness that the experience of change is perceived. Consciousness is unchanging and timeless. Change appears as a reflection of the unchanging nature of Pure Consciousness, like floating clouds reflected on the still water of an infinite lake. The lake remains still and unchanged whilst change appears within it.

There are not moments in time. There are no seconds or minutes etc. There is only Now. Now is not a point in time. Now is timeless, experiencing the illusion of time. Now is the Pure Consciousness which allows the perception of its opposites. But there is nothing other than Now, only an illusory appearance of 'not now'. There is only Now.

Emptiness scares the human selfIt's human nature to fill the space. If there's a lull in conversation or a silence when we're with someone, the human urge is to say something, anything. If we have some spare time, we wonder what we're going to do, how we're going to spend that time. How will we fill the space in our time? Also in our homes, it's easy to fill them up with things. We're always filling the space.

It seems unusual to sit with someone in silence, doing nothing. It feels okay if we're on our phones or reading books, but not just sitting there. Even on our own the mind keeps active with thoughts. We find something to do. If not we feel bored and the mind complains that there's nothing to do.

This is where the spiritual practice of just being comes in. It's not what the mind wants. It's afraid of the nothingness. But the nothingness is our spiritual saviour. The nothingness is the prefect peace of our true being. We truly are the stillness, the silence, the peace, the emptiness, the spaciousness, the nothingness. Our true nature is the core stillness that allows movement. We are the invisible nothingness that allows the apparent visible everything. We are the permanent full emptiness that animates the changing world.

This emptiness scares the human self, so it fills the space with things. The human self distracts itself from the silence, the emptiness, the peace. At least until it gets to a point of looking for that peace, looking for the quiet. Then the human self seeks quiet places and quiet times to sit and be at peace. Maybe the human self meditates. Maybe the mind relaxes a little.

Sometimes it seems that more work needs to be done to reach that placeless place of peace. We need to recognise that the mind's impulse is to avoid it.

Sit back and just be. Let go of thinking and doing, and be as you are. You are not the human who is afraid of silence and emptiness. You are the Perfect Peace of Stillness.

When the seemingly finite mind returns to Infinite Consciousness it is clear that it never really left

Where does the mind end and the body begin? This is an interesting question to consider. In Non Duality sometimes 'the mind' refers to the seemingly finite mind, sometimes it refers to Infinite Consciousness. There's no problem with this, as the seemingly finite mind can be considered as the peak of a wave on the ocean of Infinite Consciousness, which could equally be called Infinite Mind or Awareness. When the seemingly finite mind returns to Infinite Consciousness it is clear that it never really left and there never really was a finite mind.

This finite mind seems to get tangled up in identifying with the body, and limits itself accordingly. It's impossible to find where the mind ends and the body begins. The mind controls much of the movement of the body, and the state of the mind affects the emotions and even the physical health of the body. The eyes see the body (except from where they are seeing from) and other senses give a rounded picture of the body. We feel when there is a pain in the body, if the body is thirsty, hungry, tired or weak. All these perceptions and sensations of the body are experienced in the mind. It is the mind that is the centre of perception and sensation for the body. It is in this way that sometimes Non Duality teachers speak of the body-mind.

This understanding of perceptions and sensations appearing in the mind leads to a deeper recognition that the mind and the body aren't really separate. The mind is mistaken in its sense of identity with the body. The body and the world are perceived in the seemingly finite mind. Thoughts are also perceived in the mind, seemingly by the identity or ego. This ego or sense of identity is also witnessed. We witness our sense of identity in the mind. All that the seemingly finite mind perceives is witnessed by a deeper 'collective mind' or shared mind, that is Infinite Consciousness. Ultimately there is no finite mind, body, or world. There is only Infinite Consciousness.

 

It's all just the planet flowing within itselfIt's important for all humans to realise that the separation we perceive and assume to be true is not true. We see a world of many different forms, different creatures, different plants and rock formations. We see humans and animals moving about independently. You can look about you now and see many different objects, maybe ornaments and furniture in your room, or outdoors with blades of grass, grains of sand, clouds, cars, or mountains.

But this multiplicity that we perceive is not what it seems. Even if we consider the world as matter, the singularity of it can be recognised. The many physical forms of nature that we see on the planet can be understood as just the one planet appearing to be many forms. The mountains, the people, the animals, the trees, even the cars, are all formations within the planet and not separate from the planet. You may think that humans, animals and plants are separated by the air around them, but the air is also the planet. It's all just the planet flowing within itself, expressing through different formations within itself.

If you consider the view of Earth from space you see one planet with forms and colours. There are no separate creatures discernible. There is just the Earth. On closer inspection there appears to be separate creatures that rise and fall in the flow of creation and destruction within the planet. But the planet neither gains nor loses when a tree rises or falls. There is no gain or loss in creation and destruction. The planet remains as one, whether there appears to be more trees or less trees. There is only an appearance of many within the singularity of the planet.

Okay, so you may say there are several planets. But there is only the appearance of separate planets within the oneness of the universe. The universe appears as if a singularity has exploded into many forms, which combine, clash and interact. But this is a play of multiplicity within the singularity of the universe. The seeming multiplicity of the universe is a play within its singularity. The space that seems to separate the singularity of the universe is also the singularity, only seeming to separate itself from itself.

We can go a step further and recognise that all we ever perceive is in consciousness. The rocks that we say are made of stone, the clouds that we say are made of water vapour, and the trees that we say are made of wood, all appear within consciousness. Our experience of them is in consciousness. All that consciousness can be made of is consciousness. So the multiplicity of 'things' that we perceive is solely consciousness. Nothing is ever known other than consciousness.

We perceive what we consider to be our own human form in consciousness. It is consciousness. The rest of the world that we perceive is made of consciousness. There is only Consciousness. We are Consciousness, an infinite aware singularity that gives rise to the appearance of separation whilst remaining infinitly one.

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