David Hall's Non-Duality Blog
My name's David Hall. I'm the creator of this web site and its content. I live in Wales in the UK.
I developed the Celtic design software KnotWorker, I create electronic music as Goldcup7, and I've written books on spirituality and non duality.
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- Category: Non-duality
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Where do you place your centre of identity? Many people place it right in the human body they experience. In other words their identity is with the body. They identify as human. Many believe they are human beings, going about their human lives whilst they can. Even those who believe they are a soul still identify as human for much of that human experience.
It's a slightly complicated but important thing to recognise. If your centre of identity is in the human body, you will be engrossed in the activities of the body. But if you believe you are a soul, why on earth would you place your centre of identity in the body? Well, that's just the way it is sometimes. We can have knowledge, understanding and beliefs that we are not the body, but our centre of identity is still right there in the body, making things confusing.
If I believe I am a soul and I've placed my centre of identity in the body then I need to do something about that to reclaim my centre, so to speak. If, following the Non Duality teaching, I believe I am neither the body nor the soul, but I am the Beingness, Presence, Awareness, What Is, then I also need to reclaim my centre.
We need to start recognising the errors that we routinely accept. We talk of 'I' as if I'm the body. We talk of 'mine' as if something belongs to this body. We talk of 'we' as if we are doing the talking. You see, that's the problem - are we really identifying with the body? It's the body that talks about being the body. But it's the mind that coordinates this talk based on the mind's beliefs.
Are we the mind then? Should we place our centre of identity in the mind? If we withdraw our centre of identity from the body, the next stop is the mind. It is indeed in the mind that the sense of identity is found to be constructed, although its focus is in the body. We can withdraw the centre of identity to the mind, but the mind still identifies with the body somewhat. The mind still thinks, "I'm going to do this or that. I don't like this. I don't like that." And it's all attached to the body, as if the mind is the body.
We need to go deeper still. We need to ask: who is it that witnesses this centre of identity? This sense of identity is observed or witnessed. These thoughts and thought forms that focus around identifying as a human being are witnessed by someone. So we look deeper into the centre of this identity. We withdraw identity from being a human and recognise that we witness this human experience. We withdraw identity deeper still and recognise that we witness the sense of identity and thoughts in the mind. We withdraw deeper still, to where we are looking from, to the witnessing of the sense of separate individuality. Then we let it go.
This is akin to returning to the heart of the universe. We turn inwards to where everything came from. We go back to the centre. We turn from the world of separate things and go back to the singularity, the oneness of being. It is not too dissimilar to finding the heart of a storm. It is a hollow centre. A centre of the Infinite Singularity.
For those who understand and accept Non Duality, we know that there is not truly a centre. There's not a true identity, but we still need to root it out, by searching for it. Intellectual knowledge of it is not enough. If there is some illusory identity then we need to look for its centre. We look for its core or heart. And in looking we find that there is a hollow centre, or indeed no centre. There is a centre of infiniteness. Our true identity is infinite, without limit or form. Our true identity is no-identity. We are not this or that. We are Pure Beingness. The full emptiness.
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This doesn't seem a very spiritual question: How heavy are you? Neither may these: What is your size? What is your age? These all seem like questions it can be considered rude to ask. But explore them from a spiritual angle, not a personal one, and they can point to the true nature of our being.
Weight, size and age are relative to the human perspective in the human world. But look deeper to who you are. Look to where you are looking from. I don't mean the eyes. We experience seeing, yes. We perceive other senses as well: hearing, taste, touch, smell, balance etc. We experience these senses from a central point. In the Non Dual understanding we are Awareness itself, that unchanging state wherein all change is perceived. Let's look there. Or rather, let's look Here. It is the closest point of being you. Closer than the arms and legs. Closer than the eyes and ears. Closer than thoughts even. Let's look here, where even thoughts are perceived.
How heavy are you here? There is no weight. What is your size here? There is no size. What is your age here? There is no age. The real you is formless intelligent awareness. You are as you are. There is no ageing here, no being born or dying. There is no time or space. Just formless awareness perceiving the play of time and space. Being formless, you have no depth or change. You cannot be weighed down. You are neither large nor small. We could say your size is infinite, but even the concept of infinity is not accurate enough, as you have no size.
No qualities stick to you. You are perfect, in that you have no faults. Perfect from the human perspective, but just as you are in truth. You have no lack or need. In that sense you are complete, but beyond the concepts of complete and incomplete. These are human concepts, similar to weight, size and age.
Being formless you are not limited by the appearance of the world, by descriptions about you, or by the appearance of forms that are perceived. Here you are, the basic component of all life. That which is. That without which the world does not appear. You are I Am, the basic quality of being, without attachment or identity. There is no attachment or identity because there are no limits to divide you and separate you from something else. There is no something else. You are as you are. I am that I am.
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True Peace and Stillness has nothing to do with the body or the mind. The body and the mind vibrate and flow with energy. Trying to still the mind or body is impossible, like trying to still the turning of the planet. It's possible to slow or calm the mind and the body, but they will continue to flow.
In meditation we may still the body somewhat and settle the mind's agitation. But the True Peace and Stillness we seek is beyond the world of time and space. It is the core of our being, the core of Aware Being that perceives the movements of the world through the senses and through the mind.
So do not be concerned by the body or the mind's agitation. It is not you. Pure Peace and Stillness is the heart of your being. It is your unchangeable nature, within which the world of change is perceived. Let the world change, and be as you are.
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Do you meditate? If you think you do, then is it really you that meditates? Let's examine it more closely.
Say I choose to sit in a comfortable position, close my eyes and meditate. Now there are many different ways to meditate. One could focus on a point. One could catch oneself from following thoughts and remain centred. One could soak up the peace of being still. Let's say I'm sat there letting go of body attachment, not being distracted by the senses, resting in the peace of being, and allowing thoughts to appear and disappear without latching on to them. If I do latch onto the thoughts I catch myself and return to peaceful stillness.
That all sounds good, but who's doing that? The body is sitting as still as it can (despite being on a spinning planet whirling around the sun in the arm of a spiralling galaxy floating across the universe). The body is not truly still, and it cannot ever be still. It is the nature of form to move and change. The mind seems less still, with thoughts floating by, picking me up and carrying me along for a time, until I withdraw. So it seems that the mind is meditating, trying to be still.
Who is this 'I' that withdraws from being caught up in thoughts? That is the sense of being a separate individual that is also in the mind. What happens is that this sense of being a separate self (the ego) is made of mind stuff - thoughts - and gets caught up in its thoughts. It is the mind that gets caught up in its own thoughts. But the mind is not an entity. It is not really a separate self. This seeming separate self is a mistaken assumption of identity in the mind. I perceive this activity of the mind, therefore I am not this activity of the mind.
I am experiencing the meditation. I experience the mind getting caught up in its thoughts and freeing itself from thoughts. I experience the body and the senses of the body while it sits in the world. I am not the one sitting. I am not the one meditating. I am the Awareness that experiences this.
This is very important to realise, that when you meditate, it's not really you meditating. It is the mind meditating, attempting to find the permanent peace that is your being. You do not move or change. You perceive movement and change. You are perfect peace. Know this whenever you meditate: you are not meditating. The mind and body are attempting to reach your perfect stillness. They cannot achieve this. But through these efforts, the mind can settle itself to an extent that its misunderstanding of being a separate identity is revealed.
The mind will find that there is not a separate mind. There is only the perfect peace of What Is. You do not do anything. You remain timelessly as you are, whilst the mind seeks to unravel itself.
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Are you tall or short? Thin or wide? You are none of these. People may be relatively tall or short, thin or wide, but that's not who we really are. If you believe you are the body then you may describe yourself in these dualistic and relative terms, but generally if you have some spiritual insight you will know that you are not the body. So you should know and consider that you are neither tall nor short, thin nor wide.
The dimensions of the world in which the human form lives do not apply to our true nature. Truly we have no dimensions. Consider that. There is nowhere that is far from you or near to you. There is nothing that is outside you or within you. There is no-one separate from you or apart from you. What appears to be near or far, tall or short, thin or wide, is right here. Our experience of the world is right here. We experience the sense of depth, height and width, but we experience this right here.
Most people have seen a movie projected on a cinema screen. On the screen we can see tall mountains in the distance, faces close up, wide buildings and narrow streets that taper off into the distance. But this distance and size we see isn't real. It's an illusion of depth, width and height upon the flat screen.
The world appears in a similar way within the dimensionless nature of Awareness. Awareness is our formless unseen being within which the world of forms appears. The sense of depth, width and height reaches out from an apparent centre of awareness. There seems to be a centre from which we perceive the world's depth and distance. The centre is right here, from where we perceive. But it is not truly a centre. In the centre of being, the centre of awareness, it can be found that there is no depth or distance, and therefore no centre. There is only What Is, our formless, dimensionless being.
It is our formless, dimensionless being that allows the appearance of forms and dimensions from an apparent centre of awareness, like an explosion of dimension from an infinite core. The world of depth and dimensions is an illusory appearance within the formless, infinite Awareness or Consciousness, that is the reality of our being.